Another prayer. Matthew 28:11-30, Psalm 30:8-12. Poem 203 of 365 – Save me soon.Help me surrender.I am slipping slowly into silence.Be victor over viceBe peace in my very violent, volatile mind.My prince, please protect.My king, kindly come.My ransomed, wretched soul seeks rest. ~ Essie
TABULA RASA.
It’s Latin, but I promise I’m not doing it to be bougie. Poem 196 of 365 – The path to the altar is worn;The grass trails away from it in increments, like a tattered shirt.My footsteps are heavy as I carry a corpse over my shoulder.My conscience is weighted as I imagine your cold stare. I’m […]
Sub par conversation II
This is uncomfortably honest for me, but I hope you relate to it. Let me know. Poem 191 of 365 – Lately things have felt so distantWe used to be close; I’ve missed it.I think –No,I know it’s my fault.Because you’re flawlessAnd that’s the reason I wish you saw lessOf me.I’m so far from perfectAnd […]
Cracked.
This is a prayer of mine when I feel weak. What do you pray? Poem 187 of 365 – Clip the wings of my hectic wicked chaos.Collect me carefully –I am cracked.Calm my crooked soul;Caress my cravings for things that last. ~ Essie
Graveyards, A Sonnet.
I might be a little morbid, but graveyards are some of my favourite places. What are yours? Poem 186 of 365 – The gravel crunches underneath my feetAnd yields to the wheels of my bicycle.I’m getting tired of my own company.Most consider this their peripheral. “Please keep right” advises the guardian:A sign that keeps watch […]
Praying for Life
You cannot give water when your own glass is empty. What do you do when you need to refill it? Poem 101 of 365 – Dear God, Thank you for another day that I’m alive.I know I should be grateful,But all I feel is dead inside.It’s been like this for a few days now,And I can’t […]
Return to Cranial Mansion
Do you have any wounds in need of healing? Poem 169 of 365 – Enter the manor, and lightning cracks.You’d rather stay in the storm, I know.The porch steps creak as if under attack;You do as I say and suck in a breathWhen the blinds shift, as if to remove a mask. Gather your courage, […]
In The Alone
Poem 165 of 365 – I don’t want to go back homeThe sun won’t vanish if I stayI’m finally comfortable in the aloneSo please don’t drag me away. ~ Essie
Dawn Conversations
A discussion that we never stop having. Poem 162 of 365 – I need you,But I don’t want you.I feed you,Yet my voice haunts you. I want to leave you,But I know the consequences.I want to lead you,Though the rain and the tempest. I can’t deceive you,You know how I feel about you.I will receive […]
Prayer For Awareness
Yes, Lord. Please. Poem 103 of 365 – When I need you,Help me to know it.When I love you,Help me to show it.Lord, let me be present With you in the moment,And when you display your glory,Allow me to behold it. ~ Essie